Last Updated on November 18, 2024

I been thinking alot lately why my life turned out the way that it did. I think it’s because I failed to plan or even know what I’m supposed to do in life like get married, move out and start a family. Even then that’s what we are supposed to do some people that have that are happy some aren’t.

Life is completely complicated sometimes when we get what we want we realize we really don’t want it. I spend most days driving around and trying to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. But it changes on a daily basis. At the same time life is passing me by and I’m wasting it.

I guess this is my curse not knowing what I want and changing my mind when I do find something I want. If I keep doing this I’m going to waste my entire life not accomplishing much.

I still live with my parents while collecting my disability pay check and struggling with mental illness. Maybe that is it my metal problems cause me to be stuck mentally and I will never get better. But maybe I will until next time.